.........repentant.........it's all what i'm feeling now...
i'm really sorry to my best friend (mr.H) that i really drove u up the wall i'm really sorry that i couldn't take control of my emotions,thousands apologise k,my dear!!i'm really sorry but i'm really so much grateful n thankful that u cared bout me so much.When i read your email,i was robbed with feelings,i really never thought that i would meant so much to u.i'm really very very very sorry if i hurt u much k?i'm not trying to charge our friendship or u but i'm just feeling so uncertain....i'm sorry,all i can say is just sorry!!!
Belle,i'm so thankful to u too,cos u spent your time sharing your thoughts with me,i know i'm acting awkward lately,but i'm still thankful that u all never give up on me.i'm really greatful to have both of u as my best friend...
But what i'm going trough now is really so hard for me...
This feeling seem so strange for me,i'd never been so hard time like this before,so many ups n downs,i felt so confused with everything,studies,future,friendship,everything is so uncertain for me...
